What Really Happened This Month

This month I wanted to get a drone, as well as a camera. I got a drone, but there's a problem; before I got it, we didn't think about which drone I wanted. And now I want a camera specially for photography and/or videography. I'm probably not going to get it either.

I can't think that It's already December. Write stuff like what I'm writing to make my idea come true

The following into

1. Anthony Child - "Super Sacred Sunday"
2. What We’ll Be - "Clara Moonglow’s Magic"
3. Olin - "From Iceland"
4. Matthew Styles - "Montana"
5. 19.454.18.5.25.5.18 ‎- "Fond Of Rae"
6. Jonsson/Alter - "Truffa Sig"
7. Phil Moffa - "249 Street"
8. Wolf Muller & Caas. - "The Sound Of Glades"
9. Aybee - "Dawn"
10. DJ K-1 - "Metaphysica Dub"
11. Benjamin Milz - "Dc 2"
12. Scott Grooves - "Synth Part"
13. Robert Hood - "School"
14. Jungle Luv - "Jungle Luv Theme"
15. Axel Boman - "ABBA 002"
16. Time Warp - "Virtual Zoo"
17. Tang - "Bass Synergy"
18. Kem - "Heaven (Marlon D. & G.A. Club Mix)"
19. Yussef Kamaal - "Strings Of Light"

Dear reader; I'm still patiently waiting for the world to come to an end; so that everything and everyone to cease to exist, and live again, in a whole different world. Thank you for listening!😭

I live on this Earth, but I'm not from this Earth. Earth is not my home. And I want to be where I belong. So, what is the reason that I don't belong to this Earth anymore? The reason is that, while everyone is under the influence of the "feel good" pill, I'm in so much despair.😭

I don't belong to the world any more; I used to, but now I don't, and after me, anything or anyone cannot exist, or else there will only be sorrow. Thanks for listening.😭

This Is Serious Stuff

This Is Serious Stuff; This is actually true, what I am writing. I am being serious about all of this stuff! You need to listen, not because I'm telling you to listen to me, but because it's important to listen to what the world is trying to tell us. And the world is trying to tell me that I am in despair, and that the whole world might come into unredeemable despair. This is true; This Is Serious Stuff!
I want to know what it's like to cease to exist and become alive again in a totally different life, in a totally different world. I want this to happen. And I want everything and everyone to become reincarnated. I cannot take the fact that change has been happening, and that things are getting to become different. I'm not monetarily poor in any standard, but I'm poor because I'm in constant despair. I'm actually three months behind; in fact, we as people are actually three months or more behind in time; this is because it's not just about me; if I'm failing, everybody's failing; It's terrifying but true. And, as I've already mentioned, we're missing out on books, movies, shows, foods, etc. and so there is a true reason for us to be in unredeemable despair.