Foreword
Dear reader; I'm in despair; the world is also in despair, except that you don't know about it. I don't care what ideology you or I live in; I don't care because my life is in despair. The people that we hear about, such as Fidel Castro, are people who I don’t regard as evil. Or, at least, I don’t regard anyone on Earth, such as dictators, as bad or evil anymore, because I have been feeling so bad that I just want to be at peace with everyone. If everyone on Earth wrote me a letter, knowing what I’m like right now, then even the worst people would write me a letter wishing me well. I could be just like the rest of the world, which prefers to act as if they are alright but figuratively speaking, I don't need to take the pill, or the "feel great advice", because that will only make me think that I'm alright. I started to despair in late November, about the 23rd of November, which was when I started taking a ride to the stores; I wanted to stay home that day, but I had no choice. I had to go. I don't know why I started feeling that despair, however, it kept getting worse as time progressed. The next days, I felt normal again, however I always knew since then that my despair would return, and this time it would be much worse than it was initially. And that despair is always with me. Trying to redeem the despair that I'm having is impossible. Therefore, trying to redeem everything that you and I are missing out on in life is impossible; just think about all of the things that we are all, as people, missing out on; I you and I, we are missing out on millions of books, articles, comments, and news stories everyday. We are also missing out on many movies, TV shows, foods, so much music, and so on. This is cause for my despair, and this is also why the world is in despair as well; so just stay with me until the end of this text, and maybe I'll wait patiently until it can all end some day.
This world needs to stop continuing down it’s path that it is going. That would be the best for the world; people might say, well “this is self centered, and only about me”; actually, it’s not just about me. I would just like to wish that, me and the whole world in general, with all of the things that are here, and all of the people that are here on this Earth, will not continue anymore; that we may all be alive again, and as such not alive on this Earth, but instead, alive in a totally different world. I wish that it could happen now. This would be the best
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