It's already May?

Welcome Facebook friends. Why is it already May? I miss the past, which keeps fleeting away from us like nobody's business. I miss going to high school. I have the impression that time is coming too quickly and is too overwhelming. As a result, thoughts keep going ever faster, like the expansion of the Universe. Too many overwhelming realities are competing among each other, not just realities that are made up as I analyze possible futures, but also realities as in well, real realities. It's mind boggling. For goodness sake, if no help arrives, I think I will eventually turn this all around and bring justice to the situation. I have to dish out so much money these days, which I don't have... but I suppose the past has taught me enough. I hated the times of winter when I was dreadful in the extreme cold. Now it's spring and it's kind of nice but in an overwhelming way. Want to be in my shoes? Well, you look outside and you see everything coming into life...which is great and all, but this is not the season for me. I like spring, but the problem with me is that I feel as though I'm eating dessert before dinner. I miss winter regardless of what it was like this year. Spring is like the season of music and everything nice, but as I've just stated, it's spoiling me because time keeps making strides that are too overwhelming.