Sorry for writing that last post, I know some of you might have enjoyed it but I have caused some concern among people so I have deleted the post. The response from someone (I won't mention who) I received about the post prompted the sense that the worst was going to happen to me. At the time, I felt right on the brink of well, let's just say that I was in a SERIOUSLY bad state. I'm sorry to write something that might be viewed as crazy or something of that nature, but I felt as though I needed to. Sorry but I have serious issues at home among my parents who are quite critical of me writing, so I must be careful from now on and restrain from writing anything that even remotely resembles negative thoughts. I feel like my life was ruined yesterday but I hope that things will flip totally around and that there's a brighter side to life. Don't worry, I can take care of myself when I'm feeling down although I must admit that help that comes from only myself can only slightly help me. So yeah, that's it for now. Writing publicly is a risk and I understand that but I'm afraid that there's nothing in my life, no concern, that I can really blame for my problem. Once again, I feel as if I must've done something incredibly bad in life but let's just not get into that, even though I really want to.