I know that Earth is not the only place we live in. These are not cosmic thoughts that I'm talking about. I'm not a crazy person. I just went through too much psychological torment throughout my life, that I'm ready to leave Earth. I might as well be in physical torment. I hate this. I've been ready to go home for a while now. Home is not Earth. I just wish that everyone would realize. I know that everyone else will be upset; but, they don't understand what I've been going through. I don't care what anyone thinks anymore. First I must get my own home at which I can go away from Earth, without any commotion. That will be the best because I might be here for the wrong reason. I've been missing out of far, far FAR too much every moment of the past years. Just like you, I've been missing out on millions of movies, songs, food, etc. If I ever had depression, then I'm past it now and into even farther territory; I'm literally into uncharted territory that's even worse than depression and despair.  and I'm into realization that I'm too far into this uncharted territory into which the world is not hateful to me anymore; it's indescribable. No matter where I'm at, even at home, I absolutely don't feel at home. Instead, it seems to me as though I were in the middle of nowhere with only the absolute necessities. I don't ask of anything desirable from this life anymore; I've already gone past this. Of course, from the looks of it, I'm not depressed or anything. But in my mind, I'm not even in depression anymore; it's worse, because now I'm indifferent. Especially given the fact that my parents are dangerous and have been yelling at my face as well as holding me against my will. I'm already 22 years old. There is no hope left at all. I'm literally prisoner. I've been getting information from above that I am being missed and need to come home. I'm not hearing voices and have never heard voice before. I will be peaceful for and not even know about it, because we live in another world as well I just know it. I think that I live in another realm that's not part of this world. People are too close minded to understand.