i wanted to be independent & look for a job but my parents keep claiming that I am not. My parents are threatening me and wanted to give me a law of attorney. That's unacceptable, because I really liked writing to you guys. It was really fun. I don't want this. a that Every appointment that I have means that I'm losing time from my life, and my parents, they want me to go to appointments to a doctor and/or social worker/to get "help" for me. I don't need any hhelp. I need to have a life in which I don't lose any time. Instead of wanting this, I don't want anything anymore. I don't want anything from life anymore. I juts want to go home