It is still 2016 for me. I didn't celebrate the stuff that people usually do, such as New Year. But no, according to everybody else, it's 2017; as I've mentioned already, I don't want to be alive in 2017. Instead, I want to be reincarnated as soon as I possibly can so that I can become alive again in another world. In other words, I have a need to go home. I haven't been at what I call home, because instead, I've been on Earth. But I don't want to be on Earth right now. I'm not celebrating anything right now, especially not anything that is currently happening. As I've already mentioned in my previous blog posts, every day we're missing out on shows, music, food, as well as other stuff. I don't want any of this right now. I really don't I want to go home. I don't want any more of this. I don't want an ounce more of anything. I give up. I don't want to pursue anything that is of value anymore. I don't want to go for anything greater. This is because I have already long given up everything that I had, any emotion that I once had that could have made me a greater person. This world in which we live in has been great to me, but it has betrayed me, albeit not intentionally; this world has become not hateful to me, it has become something worse to me; indescribable. But the problem is that this world, and as has not intentionally done this. I have loved everything that I have ever had, even the world has brought peace to me at one time or another. Dear friend, but people don't want to end all of this, and so it all has to come to an end by itself, and everything must cease to exist. But the problem, as I've already tried mentioning, is that when I go away to my home, everything and everyone else has to go first, or else it will be even worse for everyone. Please, please, just listen to what I'm writing. I know what I'm writing. You just need to listen.