I feel like I'm an ocean away

I feel an ocean away from many people, not only by distance such as the people in Europe, but also in the sense that I'm so far away from the world in time. When will time be able to be manipulated?I've yearned to be convinced that time is something that has no meaning and that some day will be redeemed, probably long after we've died. I don't know if worrying is necessary or if there is actually cause for worry and I just choose to not worry and hope that peace of mind will come in the afterlife, after the sun has gone down so to say. Ooh, I wish I could but I'm helpless when I'm oceans away. I wish I could feel your face, as the tears roll down