Thanks for reading

Thanks everyone on Facebook for reading my posts. I have come to realize that importance is well, important and that I might be taking reality too critically, at least regarding my mind. Or is it others who are taking everything too critically? Unfortunately, it seems as though the purpose of life is to work. The essence of life here in this world is to completely stop thinking critically; not because that's how everything was meant to be (to think critically), but because I don't have any time left in my life to spend thinking critically, I just have time to have a stress free and anxiety free life in which I could have accomplished so much during the time that I've been bored against my own will. It can't stop here; there must be another realm beyond life in this world. And lost time, as well as lost emotion, resides in this realm. That's why I've been writing about an enclosure called life; happiness is light, and there is light escaping the enclosure and illuminating what's beyond. My life is literally made up of emptiness; no more hate, love, etc. Instead, it's as though there is nothing. Nothing traumatic has caused this, just the fact that something's seriously wrong. I think I prefer when there is love, pain, etc. instead of the emptiness that sucks up any remaining time of my life. I can't reverse my life, or go back in time, though positive emotions such as happiness and satisfaction will always be lacking due to a life that has went by not how I wish it to. Is that depressing for you and you don't want to read anymore? Despite this I have an extremely persistent imagination that wants to think that you don't only live once. And you don't end life short, but I have an intuition to tell myself that, because you don't always live once, that lost emotion is lost permanently from this life, it will be regained in another. That's probably not supported by science, though I tend to be attracted to such a philosophy because I have, figuratively speaking, lost it. This philosophy brings me nothing but peace of mind and one of the greatest positives, which we know as relief, that this life is just a "passing by" and despite what others might think and what their philosophies are, I stay true to my intuition. My current emotion throughout life is so bad that it's equivalent to being dead, but I keep staying alive because you probably are the millions that want me to. So I hesitantly agree to stay alive despite more losses than profit from now on. Then, as I've just mentioned (using different wording) that I'm essentially living by force, or being forced to live. That's because we don't know what's beyond our enclosure that we live in. We don't want to go out and seek to regain what we've lost, until we've lived through everything.