What Really Happened This Month

This month I wanted to get a drone, as well as a camera. I got a drone, but there's a problem; before I got it, we didn't think about which drone I wanted. And now I want a camera specially for photography and/or videography. I'm probably not going to get it either.

I can't think that It's already December. Write stuff like what I'm writing to make my idea come true

The following into

1. Anthony Child - "Super Sacred Sunday"
2. What We’ll Be - "Clara Moonglow’s Magic"
3. Olin - "From Iceland"
4. Matthew Styles - "Montana"
5. 19.454.18.5.25.5.18 ‎- "Fond Of Rae"
6. Jonsson/Alter - "Truffa Sig"
7. Phil Moffa - "249 Street"
8. Wolf Muller & Caas. - "The Sound Of Glades"
9. Aybee - "Dawn"
10. DJ K-1 - "Metaphysica Dub"
11. Benjamin Milz - "Dc 2"
12. Scott Grooves - "Synth Part"
13. Robert Hood - "School"
14. Jungle Luv - "Jungle Luv Theme"
15. Axel Boman - "ABBA 002"
16. Time Warp - "Virtual Zoo"
17. Tang - "Bass Synergy"
18. Kem - "Heaven (Marlon D. & G.A. Club Mix)"
19. Yussef Kamaal - "Strings Of Light"

Dear reader; I'm still patiently waiting for the world to come to an end; so that everything and everyone to cease to exist, and live again, in a whole different world. Thank you for listening!😭

I live on this Earth, but I'm not from this Earth. Earth is not my home. And I want to be where I belong. So, what is the reason that I don't belong to this Earth anymore? The reason is that, while everyone is under the influence of the "feel good" pill, I'm in so much despair.😭

I don't belong to the world any more; I used to, but now I don't, and after me, anything or anyone cannot exist, or else there will only be sorrow. Thanks for listening.😭

This Is Serious Stuff

This Is Serious Stuff; This is actually true, what I am writing. I am being serious about all of this stuff! You need to listen, not because I'm telling you to listen to me, but because it's important to listen to what the world is trying to tell us. And the world is trying to tell me that I am in despair, and that the whole world might come into unredeemable despair. This is true; This Is Serious Stuff!
I want to know what it's like to cease to exist and become alive again in a totally different life, in a totally different world. I want this to happen. And I want everything and everyone to become reincarnated. I cannot take the fact that change has been happening, and that things are getting to become different. I'm not monetarily poor in any standard, but I'm poor because I'm in constant despair. I'm actually three months behind; in fact, we as people are actually three months or more behind in time; this is because it's not just about me; if I'm failing, everybody's failing; It's terrifying but true. And, as I've already mentioned, we're missing out on books, movies, shows, foods, etc. and so there is a true reason for us to be in unredeemable despair.

I want to know what it's like to cease to exist and become alive again in a totally different life, in a totally different world. I want this to happen. And I want everything and everyone to become reincarnated.

If You Are On The Internet, Please Read This, Part 2: Everything and everyone needs to be reincarnated now.

The Year 2016 Cannot End; I am in despair!

I am in despair; I didn't know that everything would move on so fast/quickly. My future is now not what I thought, and everything is now changing, and I don't like change at all. Whoever you may be reading this post, my friend; Every day, we as people on this world, are missing out on millions of articles, books, movies, shows, so much music, food, etc. That is why I'm in despair, and the whole world is also in despair; but please, stay with me for as long as possible. On about the 26th of November or so, that is the only day that I felt good; I cried at night and I could get rid of any despair that I was having at the times. But there is a problem, is that after I cried, I came into the world again, and I started getting overwhelmed by the distractions of daily life. Then the holiday decorations and all of the distractions of the holidays came along, and I couldn't help but fell in despair. Because, as it turns out, I couldn't take the fact that change was coming along.
And I will then patiently wait until the end, when not just I go away and live again, but also when the whole world, everyone living, and everything on it, goes away, and lives again in another life, on another planet. This would be best for everyone, because I am not by myself in this world, in despair. As I've already stated, I will just patiently wait until the end is here, and hoping as much as I can, that everything somehow passes me by as if nothing is happening now. I want myself, as well as everyone on earto be reincarnated, as well as everything that's on this Earth, to go away, so that everything can start all over, not just on another planet, but somewhere in another life that is beyond this own life of ours! There is so much despair on this Earth right now, that there is no word that could possibly describe it. I am the only person that has experienced this despair, and nobody else is currently having despair, because they don't know about that this despair exists. Everything will be eventually alright, in the end of time, because that's when everything and everyone will cease to exist. Everything & everyone will have life again, and will be reincarnated into something that is much better than what we have here on Earth. And there will be renewal.
As I've already stated, if everyone on Earth were to write me a letter, even if those people were to be considered as "bad" or "evil", then they would write to me with sympathy, even if there were NAZIs and communists on Earth, and if I was one of them, and the person on the other side of the letter were the opposite guy, there would still undoubtedly be the most sympathy that you can't even comprehend. As I've written, I don't consider people as "bad" or "evil" anymore, but why? That's because I just want to be at peace with everyone and everything on this Earth. I am currently in an nonredeemable state of despair; Soon, the whole world will be in this despair; the problem is, nobody notices that I am in this despair, because of the fact that I am currently under the influence of the "feel good" state of life that everyone else is, and so I have taken the medicine that everyone else is giving me, so I only think that I feel great. I have taken the pill that people take to make them live in an illusion. Dear friend, it is already the 23rd of December, and we can't help but to go along with the fact that time keeps flowing and we will be getting into the end of December. So I can't help and I don't want to, but I weep when I know that this is how it really is. I can't take the fact that time is passing by. Time in 2016 has been an extremely valuable and precious thing that I can't let pass me by for I can't let the year 2016 let the world pass us by, because we haven't done anything in our lives that would allow us to deserve such a thing. I haven't done anything to deserve the end of time. Please write to me if you have a chance or send me an email, even though nothing that we will ever don in the future will ever help us out. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

If You Are On The Internet, Please Read

"This world cannot exist this way any longer; this world needs to stop continuing down it’s path that it is going. That would be the best for the world; people might say, well “this is self centered, and only about me”; actually, it’s not just about me. I would just like to wish that, me and the whole world in general, with all of the things that are here, and all of the people that are here on this Earth, will not continue anymore; that we may all be alive again, and as such not alive on this Earth, but instead, alive in a totally different world. I wish that it could happen now. "

Foreword

Dear reader; I'm in despair; the world is also in despair, except that you don't know about it. I don't care what ideology you or I live in; I don't care because my life is in despair. The people that we hear about, such as Fidel Castro, are people who I don’t regard as evil. Or, at least, I don’t regard anyone on Earth, such as dictators, as bad or evil anymore, because I have been feeling so bad that I just want to be at peace with everyone. If everyone on Earth wrote me a letter, knowing what I’m like right now, then even the worst people would write me a letter wishing me well.  I could be just like the rest of the world, which prefers to act as if they are alright but figuratively speaking, I don't need to take the pill, or the "feel great advice", because that will only make me think that I'm alright. I started to despair in late November, about the 23rd of November, which was when I started taking a ride to the stores; I wanted to stay home that day, but I had no choice. I had to go. I don't know why I started feeling that despair, however, it kept getting worse as time progressed. The next days, I felt normal again, however I always knew since then that my despair would return, and this time it would be much worse than it was initially. And that despair is always with me. Trying to redeem the despair that I'm having is impossible. Therefore, trying to redeem everything that you and I are missing out on in life is impossible; just think about all of the things that we are all, as people, missing out on; I you and I, we are missing out on millions of books, articles, comments, and news stories everyday. We are also missing out on many movies, TV shows, foods, so much music, and so on. This is cause for my despair, and this is also why the world is in despair as well; so just stay with me until the end of this text, and maybe I'll wait patiently until it can all end some day.

This world needs to stop continuing down it’s path that it is going. That would be the best for the world; people might say, well “this is self centered, and only about me”; actually, it’s not just about me. I would just like to wish that, me and the whole world in general, with all of the things that are here, and all of the people that are here on this Earth, will not continue anymore; that we may all be alive again, and as such not alive on this Earth, but instead, alive in a totally different world. I wish that it could happen now. This would be the best