Why Is It Already 2017?

I want it to be November 2016, my mind is stuck back in time life is not infinite

Two Projects That I Want To Try

I want to do both of these projects https://softsolder.com/2008/12/26/camera-microscope-adapter/ ; I want to try out this one with a 20 megapixel or greater camera, then use a high power zoom, and take pictures using stage. I want to move the stage left and right and up and down so that I can take photos in a grid like pattern in order to create a superresolution mosaic. I want to photograph using UV light as well as IR light! I want to get multiple LEDs shining from various directions mounted so that they don't move, take a picture when one of the LEDs are lit up, then take another when just the other LED is lit up, then take each picture with a different LED lit up without moving anything, and then open the images up in a photo manipulation/enhancement program, and map them after using RAW format to enhance the images even further so that we can get ultra high resolution images of colorful snow/ice crystals!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpMTkr_aiYU&list=FLspI8EDfBbM_toGXx-cptxQ&index=1&t=6s

What is happening on the world at this time of day?!

Dear reader, I felt a moment of peace about five days ago
I'm turning nocturnal
What is happening on the world at this time of day?
The peace was fake
Everybody is in a "feel great" state
And that is fake
Because despair has overwhelmed me

Dear Reader

What is going on? I've been turned nocturnal for goodness sake!!!!!!

MAcro photography update

I tried the homemade macro lens on my cousin's 20 megapixel Sony RX100. All I can say is...WOW!

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Why won't time stop? I need someone to go with to another realm

Macro Photography

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=biFMzaEA5VA I attached the eyepiece of my old microscope to the front of my cameraphone; No more snow!; that would be sweet the 10x doesn;t exactly work though because of reflection so I resort to the 5x, ground to minimum length via a lathe! I want to take photos of snow crystals in the dark using a special setup and lighting the crystals from various angles then color map them in photoshop. I can''t use the Gopro even though it has RAW capture. The best setup I have right now is by taping the phone to the sliding /focusing platform of the microscope but even that is practically doing stuff in the dark (no pun intended). Then have something to raise the snowflakes up to the lens by maybe a box, which would need to be precooled so no flakes melt. All of this stuff was supposed to be five months ago after which I could gradually advance toward more advanced setups such as a specially designed microscope and/or something similar. I still have to make sure that the temperature doesn't exceed 32. Then I'm in trouble with this endeavor.

I'm Stuck Back In Time

I'm stuck in November 2016. I don't know why; life is not eternal and I want it to be 2016 not '17.

I made a phone lens using a microscope!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=biFMzaEA5VA No more snow! that would be sweet the 10x doesn;t exactly work though because of reflection so I resort to the 5x, ground to minimum length via a lathe!

Hi I will be writing today

i don't want anything in general. i don't desire anything of this Earth. I want peace

WHAT else?

I'm not going to Vegas. I don't think it's a good idea.

i don't know why

I'm not doing well and never have. Are you still reading this blog? Anyhow, that's how it is. I've had too much of life. I don't want any commotion though. I want only what's best.

Starting to get viewers from UK, Spain, Germany!

I know that Earth is not the only place we live in. These are not cosmic thoughts that I'm talking about. I'm not a crazy person. I just went through too much psychological torment throughout my life, that I'm ready to leave Earth. I might as well be in physical torment. I hate this. I've been ready to go home for a while now. Home is not Earth. I just wish that everyone would realize. I know that everyone else will be upset; but, they don't understand what I've been going through. I don't care what anyone thinks anymore. First I must get my own home at which I can go away from Earth, without any commotion. That will be the best because I might be here for the wrong reason. I've been missing out of far, far FAR too much every moment of the past years. Just like you, I've been missing out on millions of movies, songs, food, etc. If I ever had depression, then I'm past it now and into even farther territory; I'm literally into uncharted territory that's even worse than depression and despair.  and I'm into realization that I'm too far into this uncharted territory into which the world is not hateful to me anymore; it's indescribable. No matter where I'm at, even at home, I absolutely don't feel at home. Instead, it seems to me as though I were in the middle of nowhere with only the absolute necessities. I don't ask of anything desirable from this life anymore; I've already gone past this. Of course, from the looks of it, I'm not depressed or anything. But in my mind, I'm not even in depression anymore; it's worse, because now I'm indifferent. Especially given the fact that my parents are dangerous and have been yelling at my face as well as holding me against my will. I'm already 22 years old. There is no hope left at all. I'm literally prisoner. I've been getting information from above that I am being missed and need to come home. I'm not hearing voices and have never heard voice before. I will be peaceful for and not even know about it, because we live in another world as well I just know it. I think that I live in another realm that's not part of this world. People are too close minded to understand.

I think that there's a world that is not Earth, and that we can go there if we've had too much.

I'm beyond depression

I'm beyond depression and am now into further territory; I'm indifferent

People don't understand

People don't understand

Reading my blog?

I'm In Despair

Dear reader, whoever you may be, I'm in despair. I've been so since November of 2016. If you haven't read my blogs, then you wouldn't understand. Where are we to go now? I want to leave Earth and go home. This is not a cosmic thought so to say. This is like I want to get away from all of the psychological pain that I've been tormented with. I might as well have been physically, I mean to some it's the equivalent of acute physical torment. In other words, I've essentially been physically tormented throughout life. I've never been at ease throughout the years. There's a chance at something new though and that's what has to happen. Please leave any comments and/or suggestions. As I've already mentioned, I just want to leave this Earth very calmly and without any commotion. I want to be alive again, but not on this Earth; I want to be alive in a totally different world. Literally

I want to get the Galaxy S7 Edge

I Am Currently Researching The Best Camera For Macro Photography

I'm currently thinking about either a Sony A6000 with macro lens, Canon G16 (minimum focus distance=1cm), or the not yet released Nikon DL series. This decision delivers a really tough conundrum when determining what camera is best for macro photography; why? Because data for the Canon G16 doesn't specify the focus ratio, and though the Nikon DL has 20 megapixels, it's close focusing distance=3cm, while we already know from research that the Sony A6000 will have a mag. ratio of 1:1. So...we don't know which camera is best for macro photography of snowflakes?