https://www.facebook.com/TruthTheory/videos/10155044347780482/?hc_ref=NEWSFEED

I want to travel with other people now

I want to travel with other people, not just parents. I think it's time

My Premonition For The First Week Of May

That's it! Key words for foretelling future events

• Hate Crime
• Orange
• Tragedy in Alabama
• North Korea Tragedy

Remember this quote

Want to be able to foretell the future? Well although you might not be able to do that now, here you go: "A streak of unexplained events, originating in the mind's eye, and compiled into reality"

Premonition Update

As I stated, welcome Facebook friends! Eastern Europe http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/tensi; http://theworldindespair.blogspot.com/2017/04/premonition-writing.html
http://www.mysanantonio.com/news/article/France-is-Facebook-s-fake-news-litmus-test-as-11108554.php
 Serious Tragedy Looming over the horizon, can we stop it?:
http://www.msn.com/en-gb/news/world/british-woman-dies-in-benidorm-after-plunging-from-10th-floor-balcony-during-hen-do/ar-BBAwJB2?li=BBoPRmx
https://www.yahoo.com/news/le-pens-party-turmoil-over-alleged-holocaust-denial-073346420.html
https://www.yahoo.com/news/TRAGEDY

Emotion as a scientific analogy

I remember reading about what is known as the visible window in science. This is the window within which visible light can reach the Earth, but other radiation can't, such as X rays. This makes me think of emotion; how about if emotion is like light, and we are living inside of an emotional window, which is life?! Some emotions reach us, while others don't? Because I feel as if I'm living in an extremely limited, perhaps almost nonexistent, window. We are a part of the Universe, and this analogy should remind us of this. If we could somehow reach beyond life itself, then we would be in a far more colorful world. Because life is like an enclosure from which light (happiness) may originate but escapes through windows to the outside, which we can't reach because we're still stuck living in this world. Essentially, I'm talking about the afterlife and I like to think that lost emotion can be regained in what I consider basically the "afterlife".

Is it just me, or is time moving backwards? Everything seems to be getting worse, not better as it once did. I was once much happier and more satisfied. What happened? I mean, there was never anything traumatic that happened in my life. What's going on? I've learned to accept my fate and try to understand why it is like this. I choose not to worry about my life anymore because I've slowly understood that there just might not be any cause for worry, unless of course there is one that we as people don't realize and that we won't know in this life. Still, I seek no worry. ~Truth is what it is~
I haven't read books in at least four years. I haven't played video games in several years (something like 13 years!). I asked some people to add me on Facebook about three weeks ago, but I suppose they forgot. Still, no reason to worry. I've had dreams that I literally cheated death, for example by jumping off cliffs and nothing happened to me. Foolish I suppose but still, I worry that I'm not afraid of life enough because of such dreams. Ironically enough, if I was not alone with dreams such as this, then I would be less lonely, would I not? I can't decide if I prefer change, or I want everything to stay the same (essentially the entire world). It seems as though I've totally lost it. I have an extremely persistent imagination that is like the only thing that seems to remain.

I feel like I'm an ocean away

I feel an ocean away from many people, not only by distance such as the people in Europe, but also in the sense that I'm so far away from the world in time. When will time be able to be manipulated?I've yearned to be convinced that time is something that has no meaning and that some day will be redeemed, probably long after we've died. I don't know if worrying is necessary or if there is actually cause for worry and I just choose to not worry and hope that peace of mind will come in the afterlife, after the sun has gone down so to say. Ooh, I wish I could but I'm helpless when I'm oceans away. I wish I could feel your face, as the tears roll down

I Miss Rumors

Rumors are practically illegal. Well, according to the people that I know, rumors are what lead you to be condemned in the afterlife. I miss rumors.

http://www.msn.com/en-us/news/world/north-korea-puts-out-new-video-showing-the-white-house-in-crosshairs-and-carriers-exploding/ar-BBAqHm8?li=BBmkt5R&ocid=spartanntp
ambition

Premonition update

https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2017-04-27/u-s-lng-expands-to-eastern-europe-as-poland-avoids-russian-gas
http://theworldindespair.blogspot.com/2017/04/premonition-writing.html

I heard about this game causing problems in Poland about two months ago! https://www.yahoo.com/beauty/parents-need-know-blue-whale-challenge-204459793.html

Learning From Boredom

When I'm bored, I feel time escaping me. I feel myself getting progressively further away from the world. It's as though time is like distance; you get closer or further away from everything. I wonder if this is how other people experience time. It causes despair inside if you've wasted too much time. Too much time wasted by me, and I can't reverse it...

Premonition Update

France is now in the news https://www.yahoo.com/news/french-riot-police-clash-youths-protesting-election-122220868.html

Guess

Take a guess. I heard about the future, that there's going to be genetic modification. How about my genes rapidly changing under the influence of various factors constantly, by themselves? That's where it gets tricky, because that's what technology can do, not biology. So that's what I would like to ask the scientific neighborhood. Regarding this post, I never know that we're on the same road now. Remember this; Passion over paychecks!

Which Military Would Win?; America vs The Russian Federation?

Which military do you think would win? Well, let's see...about a thousand more nukes belong to Russia. That might not tell us much at all, but what about each nation's navy? Russian navy is probably better in tight corners whereas the American Navy might be slower but probably more adept at combat in the vast open sea. I'm not an expert, but I think that America is stronger when it has to do with it's own allies vs Russian allies. So, who would win militarily? We still haven't considered special forces. I won't get into that now but, to help answer this question definitively, we must answer another equally compelling question; Remember that compelling post that I wrote a while ago, when I asked whether or not nukes would make a difference; I wrote an analogy (made up) about me and my neighbor. In this analogy, I own a nation and so does my neighbor; I have nukes (sticks of TNT), and there are 100 of them total. During time of war, I throw each stick of dynamite one by one onto my neighbors yard. The neighbor also has 100 sticks worth of TNT, but implies a different strategy. He bundles the TNT into bundles of five (or however many) to form less bombs, but each one is more powerful. This is the Atomic Conundrum, and probably why using nukes is a gamble

This Song!

https://soundcloud.com/thisisarizonamusic/oceans-away-1 ; this song relates with me for sure, and so does 1000 nights. I feel lonely sometimes, because we all need someone to lean on

A Thousand Miles Away

I don't want to wait; I don't want a mistake. I'm a thousand miles away. I wish I could feel your face... and I'm helpless when I'm oceans away. Tell myself it's alright, as the tears roll away.

North Korea vs The Third Reich

Who would win?

The Spring 2017 Wave Of Restlessness

So it has arrived; the wave of tiredness that comes during spring of 2017! At approximately four o'clock PM, I felt restless after feeling fine for the rest of the day. I had been outside most of the day and it was partly cloudy and about 75 degrees. I call this the wave of restlessness because all I could do, essentially, was sleep for about half an hour or more. I feel fine now, for goodness sake, thanks for asking, how are you? Perhaps it is because I have been thinking too much about philosophy and I try to think less critically right now! Oh well; it's time to get back to work I guess. I don't know what to say... If this is more than an illusion caused by my perception, I'll be waging that this wave is approaching the East Coast, and over the pond to Europe and/or Africa! Sorry but I spent a considerably amount of time wasting time and being bored at a rehab unit, so I get to write stuff like this because I've earned it after all of that time!

I feel like I've run out of fuel. I wish I could be doing better, but I suppose I can't. I suppose and assume that this is how it's supposed to be. So I just go with it I suppose. Is this how it's meant to be, to think constantly about philosophy and live life accordingly?

Are Premonitions For Real?

Don't believe me? You can, thanks to a special page. Remember this, when I foretold information about the future?http://surrealandnotable.blogspot.com/p/httpsurrealandnotable.html

Premonition Writing

I seek to get back to premonition writing. My premonition has come up with some key words

• Orange and
• Tragedy
• Eastern Europe
• Russia
• Incident in Minnesota
• Political mistake by the government of France and/or US

What Will I Write About Next?

I have a question: what should I write about next?

Do I Really Need Photoshop For My Photo Editng?

Photoshop is incredible; but do I actually need to pay for the full version? Well, I tried Photoshop Elements recently. The newest version seems to be practically the same as Photoshop itself! I'm excited about spring. Not many flowers blooming yet though. Might get some intriguing images today

Thanks for reading

Thanks everyone on Facebook for reading my posts. I have come to realize that importance is well, important and that I might be taking reality too critically, at least regarding my mind. Or is it others who are taking everything too critically? Unfortunately, it seems as though the purpose of life is to work. The essence of life here in this world is to completely stop thinking critically; not because that's how everything was meant to be (to think critically), but because I don't have any time left in my life to spend thinking critically, I just have time to have a stress free and anxiety free life in which I could have accomplished so much during the time that I've been bored against my own will. It can't stop here; there must be another realm beyond life in this world. And lost time, as well as lost emotion, resides in this realm. That's why I've been writing about an enclosure called life; happiness is light, and there is light escaping the enclosure and illuminating what's beyond. My life is literally made up of emptiness; no more hate, love, etc. Instead, it's as though there is nothing. Nothing traumatic has caused this, just the fact that something's seriously wrong. I think I prefer when there is love, pain, etc. instead of the emptiness that sucks up any remaining time of my life. I can't reverse my life, or go back in time, though positive emotions such as happiness and satisfaction will always be lacking due to a life that has went by not how I wish it to. Is that depressing for you and you don't want to read anymore? Despite this I have an extremely persistent imagination that wants to think that you don't only live once. And you don't end life short, but I have an intuition to tell myself that, because you don't always live once, that lost emotion is lost permanently from this life, it will be regained in another. That's probably not supported by science, though I tend to be attracted to such a philosophy because I have, figuratively speaking, lost it. This philosophy brings me nothing but peace of mind and one of the greatest positives, which we know as relief, that this life is just a "passing by" and despite what others might think and what their philosophies are, I stay true to my intuition. My current emotion throughout life is so bad that it's equivalent to being dead, but I keep staying alive because you probably are the millions that want me to. So I hesitantly agree to stay alive despite more losses than profit from now on. Then, as I've just mentioned (using different wording) that I'm essentially living by force, or being forced to live. That's because we don't know what's beyond our enclosure that we live in. We don't want to go out and seek to regain what we've lost, until we've lived through everything.

What I'm thinking now

I feel like a dead power line. I still have use but nobody wants to get close, nobody dares to touch.
Is that true?! Yes, at least not literally but practically, yes. This top sentence is at least somewhat true about me, I just don't know if that's regarding my physical or mental state. Thanks for listening to this important post

Revival

I want to be revived by reincarnation

I'm physically here

I'm physically here. Mentally, I'm not here in this world. It's going to cause me despair for the entire time. I'm scared I suppose. It seems to me like I'm spoiled by life. It's just like eating dessert before dinner. In the same analogy, positive emotions are great but just like the dessert, I am spoiled because of the emotions. I can't even grasp positive emotions. I want to be an optimist, but I can't even grasp optimism no more. I don't want myself to mentally disagree with the physical, so I just let the worst possible emotions and thoughts pass me by, but when I do so, they seem to come back to me and they keep being here. When I write, some of this emotion can escape, but there's still going to be an emptiness in my life

You Just Need To Live For The Moment

I spend my entire life with only fools gold. Fools gold is an analogy for the happiness, satisfaction, and positive emotions that I have in life. It can't compensate for my despair. I need to write or else I don't know what to say. I think there's another realm beyond life that I sometimes think about.

It took me 1000 nights!

Four thousand nights, and a thousand lights being on my own https://soundcloud.com/frenship/1000-nights

The Extreme Speed Of Time

Oh, how fast time is going by, especially this month. What's going on? The problem is that I've been bored too much in my life. Seems to me as if it should still be the beginning of April. I hate when daylight lasts too long because it seems to disrupt my natural production of melatonin. Melatonin, or other chemicals of the brain, such as Dopamine, are chemicals that are so creative when regarding my imagination. For instance, I might daydream about a lake or river of Dopamine. Now that's slightly more creative for you, is it not?

Understanding

My intuition sends me into an understanding that reaches beyond our own reality. Happiness, satisfaction, as well as other emotion such as peace of mind extends beyond our own realm of existence; this is what my intuition tells me, because I can sense happiness and well, I don't know what to say. I'm speechless! Please, I need to help some people with serious issues so goodness sake, I haven't done many things that I like, for what seems like a indefinite amount of time, even though it is really only about 4 years. 4 years during which I didn't play video/computer games, as well as go to fast food. For goodness sake, I shouldn't live like this, should I? Once again, thanks for listening!

Welome back!

I just got back from not being home for about 4 weeks. So, welcome back! I think I made new friends as long as they respond to me on social media. In the meantime, think of something else I suppose. I've been at a rehab center against my own will which, if I had actually wanted to go there personally, I would have liked it. otherwise, I've been bored for about 90 percent of my time there, walking without a purpose. This place is in Grand Rapids and I met someone from Holt, as well as four or five people from the Lansing area!