Monday, January 30, 2017

I don't feel at home herre

I don't feel at home here. I'm still living on Earth, but everywhere I go doesn't feel at home. Think of all of the stuff we're missing out on including millions of movies, shows, books, types of food, magazines, etc. Just think about the things we all miss on a daily basis. My life is made up of moments which are literally sucking in time as we speak, just like a black hole. I'm about ready to go home except I still have a lots of stuff to do
I'm about ready to go home. Earth is not my home
I'm in despair for all of the things we're missing out on as a society

Saturday, January 28, 2017

Think of all of the things we are missing out on. Movies, magazines, books, foods, etc. There are literally thousands of movies, thousands of books, thousands of foods, etc. that we miss out on everyday. I'm in despair. Life is just composed of emptiness. In my life only not even emptiness. Time is being literally sucked in, and all of time is becoming nothing. My life is not even dark anymore    

Friday, January 20, 2017

Why Do I Write Such Stuff?!

Why Do I Write Such Stuff?! ?Because it's more than just opinion or emotion; it's fact! I have been in irredeemable despair since 2016 when I made my post about November 2016 and I think I'm being called by my emotions to write no people will reply or anything.
thanks for listening

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

Nearing 200 pageviews!


When my despair started

Hi everyone! All of the problems started in 2016. That was the first post that I ever made. Thanks for listening to what I have to say on my blog posts. IT is very important that you know what I'm writing, so that you're aware of how bad everything has become.
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Over 100 pageviews today!


I meand, where can you go, if your left to be here on Earth?!?!!!!!!!!!!
Psychological pain that I've experienced in my life has literally destroyed the meaning of life, and has been practically and essentially the same as physical pain. I'm done. I give up.

Tuesday, January 17, 2017

my life is destroyed
I don't want this

over 800 pageviews


Please, I don't belong to this Earth!

Hi there; my name is Maciek Mierzwinski. my friend, please read these blog posts and reply if you can, by leaving a comment. Now...what I wanted to tell you, whoever you may be, is that I don't belong to this Earth. Instead, I belong somewherre else, but I don't know where. And that's why I'm asking you, the reader, to please take me home soon, and away from this Earth from which I come from but don't belong to. I feel unpleasant here. I don't feel at home anywhere on Earth, even in my own home or house. Even if I had my own house to live in, I wouldn't feel at home. My parents are dangerous.

THE MYSTERIOUS ONLINE IMAGES

There are various mysterious images online that cannot be explained, and this last image that I posted is one of them. We will not be able to explain any of the images, so that's where I step in and I have to ask the reader some questions: can you take me home? I'm here but I don't belong to Earth, Instead I want to go home not Earth

Monday, January 16, 2017

Notes: I Give Up

I give up; I don't want this life anymore. I will be making notes on paper and sending the link to my blog in various public places. I will be placing the link, written on a piece of paper, in public places. I would like someone to please helpe me. I want to send these pieces of paper all over the country and the world

I jDont feel good in this life

I don't feel good in this life I just want to go home, away from this Earth.

Saturday, January 14, 2017

Friday, January 13, 2017

Please Help ME

My parents have become dangerous please help me go home
Please write something to me reply to my posts or something
Lieber Leser, kΓΆnnen Sie mir helfen, nach Hause zu gehen, wenn ich will? Ich will nicht auf der Erde bleiben

Please help me

Please help me
I want to be reincarnated
Please help me, my time is gone a long time ago
Dear reader, cn you help me go home when I want to? I don't want to say on Earth

Please Read

Dear reader, Thw world is indescribable; I'm indescribable, but I want to go home already, not Earth. Take me home. When I'm done writing one of my next posts, then you can take me home already.

What is an infidel

An infidel is a bystander. someone who thinks that I have schizophrenia is also an infidel. MY dad is dangerous and my mom is too, because she is only a bystander. They are threatening me. I'm tired of living amongst infidels , which would be everyone in our civilization. I wouldn't' consider myself the same as everyone because I know that there's something wrong. There's something wrong just being here on Earth. I've wanted to go home for quire a while now, instead of being someone who lives here on Earth. I don't know why, but I've been in despair since November of 2016. IT has only gotten worse since then, and I haven't gotten it to go away. Figuratively speaking, I can let my despair go away by taking a "pill", except that it's only an illusion, because it doesn't work. It's just like someone taking pain medicine, which stops working. You can't always take a "pill" or in other words, I can't be in this "feel good" state that everyone else wants me to be in because it's only an illusion and it only makes me think that I'm fine. I'm not an infidel. Instead, I am someone much worse; indescribable. It's not my fault. It's everybody.

Thursday, January 12, 2017

Life Hasn't Taken Me Anywhere

Dear Reader, Remember when life actually took me somewhere? Now it's not taking me anywhere, and by going home, and not staying here, I don't have anything to lose

Temperatures To Rise Dramatically Next Week (>10 Degrees Celsius for multiple days)

Next week, temperatures are forecast to rise to more than 50 degrees Fahrenheit, or more than 10 degrees Celcius, more at least 4 or so days! So I've been wanting to write to you about my endeavors, or my explosration, into buying myself a new camera. It is a truly compelling summary, trying to figure out what camera has the best image quality, and the best value
My parents are threatening me, and are dangerous. I don't want this.

Severe Storms Predicted For Weel Of 1/12/2017

https://www.wunderground.com/news/heavy-rain-flooding-southern-plains-january-2017

Monday, January 9, 2017

i wanted to be independent & look for a job but my parents keep claiming that I am not. My parents are threatening me and wanted to give me a law of attorney. That's unacceptable, because I really liked writing to you guys. It was really fun. I don't want this. a that Every appointment that I have means that I'm losing time from my life, and my parents, they want me to go to appointments to a doctor and/or social worker/to get "help" for me. I don't need any hhelp. I need to have a life in which I don't lose any time. Instead of wanting this, I don't want anything anymore. I don't want anything from life anymore. I juts want to go home

Saturday, January 7, 2017

so I don't know... There was once a world in which we could consider home, in which love, greatness, hate, etc. existed. Now there is something indescribable; the end of everything. It has already happned to me in my mind and in reality, though it has not actually happened in reality, according to everyone else. This is not love, hate, or anything of the like. This is not a world anymore, in which in which great things happen,or bad things happen. Instead, it's a world of nothing. It's not a world in which a variety of events occur, such as people are sacrificed or killed, or where people are alive anymore, or where people are rich or poor, or extreme financial and/or economic disasters occur. This is not a world anymore. It's not a world. I give up; I just want to go home soon.
During the week of 1/9/2017, Something major will happen that will make news. In 2017, something major will happen. 2017 is no cause for celebration, but unfortunately 2016 has already ended so I don't know...
It is still 2016 for me. I didn't celebrate the stuff that people usually do, such as New Year. But no, according to everybody else, it's 2017; as I've mentioned already, I don't want to be alive in 2017. Instead, I want to be reincarnated as soon as I possibly can so that I can become alive again in another world. In other words, I have a need to go home. I haven't been at what I call home, because instead, I've been on Earth. But I don't want to be on Earth right now. I'm not celebrating anything right now, especially not anything that is currently happening. As I've already mentioned in my previous blog posts, every day we're missing out on shows, music, food, as well as other stuff. I don't want any of this right now. I really don't I want to go home. I don't want any more of this. I don't want an ounce more of anything. I give up. I don't want to pursue anything that is of value anymore. I don't want to go for anything greater. This is because I have already long given up everything that I had, any emotion that I once had that could have made me a greater person. This world in which we live in has been great to me, but it has betrayed me, albeit not intentionally; this world has become not hateful to me, it has become something worse to me; indescribable. But the problem is that this world, and as has not intentionally done this. I have loved everything that I have ever had, even the world has brought peace to me at one time or another. Dear friend, but people don't want to end all of this, and so it all has to come to an end by itself, and everything must cease to exist. But the problem, as I've already tried mentioning, is that when I go away to my home, everything and everyone else has to go first, or else it will be even worse for everyone. Please, please, just listen to what I'm writing. I know what I'm writing. You just need to listen.

Dear reader

I HAVE a question for you, whoever you might be. What is it like to be at home? I want to go home soon, and not to stay on Earth any more. Can you help me by discussing this topic with me? Thanks for listening and please listen to any further stuff that I write 😭

Question for readers

Question: Instead of being on Earth What is it like to be home? Because that's where I want to go, home. I miss home. Please listen to me when I write this. Please answer or discuss this with me. I want to know how to go home, because I want to know what it's like at home and in another world that's where I belong. I want to be reincarnated. 😭

$350 camera rivals much more expensive cameras including Canon 5d MK IV!

Hi, I'm wanting to get a camera. So far, I've been comparing the Sony RX100, & Canon gx series, Panasonic lx100, tz100, as well as the Sigmas. I think the Sigma series may be too expensive. I know dynamic range is important, but more important to me would be lowlight capability. I went to DPreview and used the studio test to determine the image quality of each of the cameras listed, and determined that the Panasonics have slightly less quality at 100% magnification. Then I remembered the Canon G series. At the end of the day, I decided that the Y1 M1 has the best image quality, except for the Sigma has even better, albeit at low ISO. I want either the RX100 or Y1 M1, though I'm not sure anymore. I've been wanting to go to DPreview and discuss this question with the people over there, because they are very knowledgeable. I'm still awaiting a response. The image quality even rivals that of the newest camera from Canon, the EOS M5! I'm much into landscape photography. The $300 or so leaves me with plenty of room for investing in a great lens. I just wish that there were some super high quality lenses that would work with this camera. I would sell the lenses that come with the camera, and buy a (for example) Nikon lens instead of using the standard lenses.
Update: So now I'm also thinking about getting the newest Canon G9x MII. Here is a link to this camera's specifications.
https://www.dpreview.com/products/canon/compacts/canon_g9xii/specifications
The Y1 M1, for a mere $350 or so, with astoundingly great image quality at 100% magnification! It even rivals cameras such as the Canon EOS M5, as well as the much, much more expensive Canon EOS 5d Mk IV!












Friday, January 6, 2017

What it's like to be home?

I'm just a person living here on Earth. I'm trying to ask a question to anyone who is reading: Instead of being on Earth What is it like to be home? Because that's where I want to go, home. I miss home.

Did you know?

New computer monitor set to a display resolution of 30 megapixels? New monitor does 8k! https://www.dpreview.com/news/0106572309/dells-8k-monitor-goes-on-sale-in-march-for-5000

Why Am I Not At Home?!

Why Am I Not At Home?! Instead, why am I on Earth? I want to be at home, not on Earth!!!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭
Have you heard? The 2017 world soccer games are in Russia. That's stupid.

Thursday, January 5, 2017

 I just want to leave this Earth very calmly and without any commotion. I want to be alive again, but not on this Earth; I want to be alive in a totally different world. 

Tuesday, January 3, 2017

Dear Reader

Dear reader; remember when we all used to belong to the Earth? Well now we don't, and Earth is not our home anymore. Please listen to this when I say it. Earth is not my home anymore, and it won't be anybody's home anymore for a while. Everything that has happened on this Earth is overwhelming me, and everything that has happened and is happening, is also overwhelming you as well. Everything that is happening is overwhelming everyone, although the problem is that nobody knows about it, because they are not listening to their mind, and they are not listening to what I'm trying to convey to them. I just want to leave this Earth very calmly and without any commotion. I want to be alive again, but not on this Earth; I want to be alive in a totally different world. I just want to become alive again in another world that is not Earth, but is much like Earth. Everyone and everything needs to be reincarnated. If you think of this as true, then it will come true! 😭😭😭😭😭
I don't want to be alive in 2017!!!!!!!!

I'm currently uploading my newest song!

I'm currently uploading my newest song! I'm currently uploading a song which I haven't gotten a chance to listen to yet; well, even if I got a chance, then I didn't listen to it anyways, because I wanted to have others listen to it first, and then listen to it myself so that it's a surprise for me

I want to be at home. My home is not on Earth.

I want to be at home. My home is not on Earth. 😭

Dear Reader

Dear reader, I want to go to my home. My life is not home anymore. I am now ready to go to my dwelling. This year will be the year when everyone and everything goes to their own abode. Earth is not home.  πŸ˜­