Thursday, July 20, 2017

Boredom Is Like Pain Itself

I think that being bored is painful. I'm bored too much of my life, not necessarily my fault. I want to see something new and everyday I have to go the same path to get to work. Even going to the supermarket is pretty much the same path. I hate staying in the same place for years. Being bored is like the worst thing that I've experienced in my life. When will it finally go away? Unfortunately, in my pursuit of happiness, maybe I'm seeking something that won't make things better. Again, I suppose that I'm being pessimistic but being overly optimistic is not good, as you need to stay down to Earth. You must stick to reality and stay realistic. Hope for the best, but expect the worst. Expect bad luck, but hope that good luck comes your way. I hate driving because I look at so much shit that's the same everyday. At work, I look at the same stuff every moment. It's monotonous and repetitive. I'm not about making as much money as I can; instead, I'm about having a job that is either interesting and/or enjoyable. Happiness of my life is being outweighed by boredom, something like 1 to 19. Something exciting must be happening in my life to restore balance. Life is definitely depressing, or so it seems to me. I don't want to go down again because that could lead to something really bad.

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