I'm More Than Concerned

I'm terrified sometimes. I want to say "please help me" but nothing will change. In fact, sometimes I feel like I'm drowning in water and can't see shore. I feel this way in my mind and I can't stop the feeling no matter what. Nothing can possibly stop the feeling because it goes beyond me. Not only that, but also because any help will be passive. I think that a main cause is boredom. I feel as if I've wasted my life away, everyday. I feel as though the worst is going to happen and that I will be punished. Something needs to save me, something besides people. I wouldn't be writing this if it weren't true. As I've stated before, boredom is the worst evil of all. Well, it's not the only thing plaguing me life.