Maciek here. Here's what's really going on, is that I try to convince myself that psychological pain is actually a fine feeling, can you actually convince someone that an ugly painting looks fine? Well, if we use this as an analogy, then everyone is trying to convince me that a painting looks fine, but to me is ugly. And in this case, that painting looks great to everyone, and I'm left with a different perception of the world that everyone else has. The painting is supposed to be an analogy to psychological pain of mine.
Everyone thinks and perceives (that I'm feeling fine), but to me, it's not fine. goodness sake, life is so messed up for me psychologically. I wish I could get responses, at least on social media. My past depression was merely an illusion, because people convinced me that I was depressed. Once again, I don't know what to say, because I fail to explain the truth. The best that can happen in my life is that my life will slowly and gradually improve, but never be totally as was meant to be. And happiness that is lacking at the end will have to exist only in my hope which is not enough to make up for s****
and this writing might cause people to convince me that I'm not sane; if that's what you want me to be, to be crazy, to portray me as mentally unstable, then I can't do that, because that's not how it is; think back to the analogy that I used earlier. Once you, and readers, start to recognize all of this and think exactly as I'm thinking, then everything will start to become a bit better. So hop on Social media and tell me about it!
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