I think that there is another realm beyond life, where all of the lost happiness and time can be redeemed.

Happiness to me is fools gold. Real gold is in another realm. intuition tells me this, and it also tells me that true happiness must come from myself, not the fake happiness that is forced upon me by society; because when I'm forced to, it's not happiness to act and feel fine. let's say that happiness is light. The dying sun illuminates too much. It's hard to see what's beyond, but when you tilt the light I realize that for thousands of nights, I've been a restless soul, digging up fools gold. It took a thousand nights, beyond my own, to find that it was all fools gold. To me, light is shining from the inside of an enclosure. The enclosure is an analogy for life in this world, and everything in this world. The light penetrates beyond, and outside of the enclosure. light is leaking beyond our own realm and into another. wasted time leaks out into a realm beyond our own. I feel trapped, with time and light escaping me, and leaving behind an emptiness that overwhelms me. Everyone else thinks it's fine, because they see an illusion, that there is real light everywhere. For me, happiness and therefore life, is "real" but not in the sense that it makes up for my despair, my dreadful psychological state. Happiness and emotion is something that when I try to grasp, is always fleeting me. But why? Because my intuition tells me about a negative future for me. Once again, sorry for pessimism, but I'm simply reflecting, if you know what I mean. It's as though emotion or happiness is something that I no longer understand or comprehend. It's as though I'm not alive anymore. From now on, life in this world is a placebo, not the real deal. And I'm starting to realize that, so I'm in despair. I strongly think that there is another realm beyond life, where all of the lost happiness and time can be redeemed. It is where my mind is at ease and I have relief. This realization is based off of my intuition that there is an understanding of reality beyond this world. I strongly think that you should respond by social media! What do you think about this, my Facebook friends?