Stuck in 2016

I'm stuck in November of 2016; if only I could go back in time. Are you all reading this from Facebook? If yes, then give me a holler. I need somebody like a girlfriend. No I don't. I need a job, or I need ambition. No I don't; I've had too much of life why, what did I ever do wrong? At the beginning of everything, I didn't agree to anything and I definitely didn't agree to live a life that to me seems torture. I've been tormented phsychologically me mind is never at ease, I am never well, and worry about what I'm writing doesn't help. You don't understand, my state cannot be redeemed by happiness or anything positive even though we'd like to think so, that things could turn around. Oh well...I had ambitions before and they were so complex that I don't know how life can go on as I wanted it to. I wanted things to happen perfectly and at the perfect times but when you're too late the lost time won't be redeemed because life only has a set amount of time in which ambitions and the like can fit in. Why can't you understand?