When do all days finally end?

When do all days finally end? Please don't messenger me telling me you're worried because  I'm sure many are. But they don't understand. I feel like I'm in a world where it's a constant, unpleasant atmosphere. I don't feel at home in this world. I'm not suggesting I go to another world because only those whodie can do that. But how can I keep living in a world that every place I am, I have the sense that I'm displaced from some other realm which is more pleasant, more so than my own home. This realm has to exist somewhere, my life has gone too far and I miss a place which I don't even know exists